bittersweet,

As usual, it's been FOREVER since I've blogged. I have so much to write about it's insane. But, since it is the first of OCTOBERR! I suppose I will start at the beginning of september (:

I went to Bear Lake over Labor Day weekend with weston and the fam. Way too much fun for any of us to handle. SO BEAUTIFUL. Greatest place in all of Utah. The pictures are retarded, blah!

I have two new favorite songs--Teenage dream/Katy Perry & Soundtrack 2 My life/Kid Cudi. Awesome songs (: definitely define my moods lately!

Weston's brother in law got Halo. He plays it all day everyday. awesomeeee. He also got a job today!! Yayyy! I'm so happy for him (: I hope he just loves it.

Tux had his 8 month birthday this month! My little guy is getting so big (: hahha,

On a sad note however, my step-mom's best friend Chelsie Hill passed away on tuesday (9/28) night. So sad. Chelsie was one of the most positive people i've ever met. Her smile would light up the whole room. I got the privledge to spend labor day with her at Bear Lake, and she let me know that throughout all my family trouble she always stuck up for me. and let my step mom know when enough was enough. I will always be grateful for Chelsie. She was a great person, and I'm glad I got to know her. R.I.P. chels, I love you girl.

Chelsie is on the left, my step mom Dixie is on the right. <3 you guys.

New stufff.

what's up bloggerville. just hangin with me and my bad self. it's been wayy too long since i've blogged. guess i'm just getting lazier and lazier!

wellllll guess i should update on my life. haha. i graduated from timpview (helllll yeah.) it was a long hard twelve years--but i'm finally done (: crazy story! i actually almost didn't graduate. my counselor called me at 8 o'clock the morning of and said i was good to go. I almsot cried. it was the greatest feeling, graduating-not crying.

I also got a puppy! well i guess he's not so much a puppy anymore, he's like five months old now and he's freakin hugeee. he's a white lab and his name is Tux (: i want to punch him in the head most days, but he is my buddy and is always there for me.

weston and I also went to my last senior prom at the end of may (: his high school never had a prom so he was super excited to go to mine! we both wore black with red accents and red vans (: it was so presh.

--well, i'm outta news. peace out chillllins.

Allow me to fill you in...

it's been a while since i've bloggggged. so there has been a lot of stuff that's happened. but i don't really want to go into all that (: so idkkk. i guess i will just talk about stuff that i have been thinking about.
i reallllly like ruby red grapefruit juice. it's quite delicious.
i reallllly reallyyyy like my boyfriend weston. he's possible the most awesomest person i've ever met in my life and he's super cute (:
<-------- awww we're super cute together. SUPER CUTE! lol
brick by boring brick--is a new song by Paramore. It's pretty sweet. I havent liked a lot of their new stuff but i freaking love this song.
I drive a toyota landcrusier that is older than me and my uncle that owns it. the powersteering sucksss.but i love the beast (:
i finally got my packets from independence.. yeah i have to do like 130 hours of exercise! wtfff lol. and its due by the end of march. kill me now.
well that's my life until now. maybe i will try to write some more--when life decides not to be soo crazy (:
Stay Thirsty My Friends.

Uggh. Monday.

I feel like whining. I have never been so tired in my whole life.
Me and some friends decided to go to the Hot Pots (the heber ones) last night.
it was way fun. Besides the fact that we went at 1:00 in the morning.. and didn't get
home until 3:30 in the morning. I am the only one out of those friends who had school
the next day. Not fair. I can't wait to be done with this business.
Mehh.
I'm not really feelin' the blog today. I've been looking at others, and seriously all of them
are either...oh look at my fifth baby! or let's talk about jesus. Does my blog even have
a purpose? Perhaps not.
Oh Well (;

-peace.

Things on my mind.

So just a little..whats the word..Preface? I guess. Isn't that the word for like, a forwarning almost? Like a little..PREVIEW! haha anyways.. I'm a senior in high school (timpview high school to be exact. Home of the rich kid ballers. Look it up.) and yeah. Pretty much I'm just trying to survive. Our 2nd semsester has just started and I only have one class a day. &nd due to the fact that I don't have a car..I'm stuck at school until the boyfriend or the mother decides to come and pick me up. HENCE! the alex jackson blog is born (thanks to some convincing by her amaziiing cousin LaceePoo). So yess. As I sit in my school library I have some things running through my mind that I would loveee to get off my chest.
(this could take a while..)

1. Softball? I can't decide if I want to play or not this year. I tried out last year, &nd didn't make it because I didnt attend any of the open gyms...kinda lamee if you ask me. But whatever! Their loss (: haha. So yeah. This is conflicting me a lot, I don't know what to do.

2. Ke$ha. I downloaded her new album off of iTunes &nd I quite like it. She's kinda crazy. &nd really likes to get drunk. I'm like 99% sure she was drunk while writing half these songs. But hey! I'm not here to judge. I think it's a pretty good album though. All around I would give it like three&ahalf, maybe four stars. It's like, pop, electro, and an MTV drama all wrapped into one. Exactly what i've been searching for!

3. Don't you just hate it when you're sooo incredibly bored out of your mind. &nd NO ONE texts you back. It seems that it always happens like that. Like when youre wayy busy, everyone in the whole wide world will text you and be like, "hey what up?" "hey lets hang out!" "guess what my dog died." But! when you're bored to pieces like I am now. No one texts you. I feel like the universe is against me ): ... that may have been the most emo thing i've ever said.

...that's all for now; but I will probably be sitting here for another two hours. So we will see if some more creativity can spark my mind (:

-word to yo motha.

I'm confused...

Hahah. I have no idea how to use this.
What am I supposed to write about.
How interesting can I possibly be?
Hmmm..
I guess we will just have to wait &nd see (:
peace yo.